Today is one of those days

where the anxiety takes over my every thought. For the past 7 years I have dealt with this demon of mine. Most of the time it is manageable and other times the only thing that helps is being by myself. I hate living in fear of when I am going to have a "bad day." I lose myself every time it happens but you know what? Every attack I have had has made me the woman I am today. 

Today I might be crippled by the fear that takes over but it will not defeat me. 

Tomorrow I have a life changing interview for a position I have been pursuing since I started my career. I refuse to let my anxiety take over. Instead, I am going to head into that room with confidence, kick the shit out of my fears and use the knowledge and strength I have developed in the past 4 years to prove that I am the best candidate. 

I take this challenge and I will prove to anyone that has ever doubted my abilities that I can do this.