Daddy,
words cannot describe how thankful I am for you and everything that you gave to our family. Growing up there was never a day that went by that you didn't greet me with a big hug and a "Hi poopy" when you got home. I loved how every weekend you came in the house after mowing the lawn and would lean over the recliner to give mom a big kiss even though you were gross and sweaty. Yes she would pull away and say, "Ew go shower!" But each time you left the room she had a big smile on her face. The love that you two had and still have inspires me with my future marriage; to live a life of love to pass on to my children.
Dad, you were and still are my #1 fan. I always could count on you and mom to be sitting in the stands to watch my volleyball matches. Even if it meant you two had to wake up at 4 in the morning to take me down to Albany for an ALL DAY tournament. Now that is dedication. Not once did you complain, because I knew you secretly loved being with all the parents and cheering us on. Your joy and love of life makes me smile. At brother's baseball games, you were always known as Coach Pat, because you would be giving pointers and encouragement to the boys before they headed to the plate; giving them that confidence to succeed. It's because of you and mom, that brothers and I have made it to where we are today.
Being crafty and artistic was one thing you and I had in common. We loved coloring together and designing school projects. Even if it meant that you had to stay up until midnight to help me bake a cake that was shaped like the state of Oregon. And yes I know you loved every minute of it.
You worked three jobs at one point, ate tic tacs for lunch because you were always on the go, had the least expensive car in the family, and not once did you ask for anything in return. If there is one person who would die a young death to strengthen their family, it would be you. We are taught as children of God to live a life like Christ. Well daddy, you won the prize. Job well done good and faithful servant. Because of your death, we have endured the hardest times of our lives, but I thank God everyday for them because they give me depth, and now I can use my story to help others.
I'm not gonna lie dad, I wish you were here with me. I have to put aside my selfish heart and remember that you are standing beside the King of Kings in Heaven in a beautifully restored body. You're playing baseball with the pros of the past, eating dinner with your parents, and driving the car of your dreams. I don't want to cry for you anymore daddy, because I know your happy. You lived such a selfless life, and I strive to be just like you. No more tears, but only happy thoughts.
Thank you papa for loving me with an everlasting love. I can feel it grow each and every day that goes by. I can close my eyes and see you smiling back at me. Dad, I promise I am going to fight with everything I have to beat this disease. You have taught me what it means to be a fighter, and as a Donohue, losing is not option.
I love you with all my heart dad. Thank you for living such a beautiful legacy that continues to inspire us all. And as I know Jesus would say, "Well done good and faithful servant."
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